"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. John 3:16.
The message of God's love is has relevant today as ever it was. My story is unique in it's detail, but much the same has many others who have experienced God's love and forgiveness. After years of hopelessness, loneliness, and emptiness, God touched my life in such a way that I have never been the same since.
On Wednesday 14th March 1979 at 7.30pm, I was sitting on my chair in my flat, it suddenly hit me that I was completely on my own and that my life lay in tatters and ruin.
I was at rock bottom. I was in debt, couldn't pay my rent and had no more of my own resources left. Financially I had nothing, and I did not know how I would cope.
Despair overwhelmed me. I realised now that Christian friends had been trying to teach me about Christ and I had held back.
Suddenly a great fear hit me, and I felt like a man drowning without God in my life.
The fear of that awesome. A thought struck me that Christians had told me to relax and let Christ take over. So that was exactly what I did. As I sat there I relaxed and as I did so I cried out from the very depth of my being, "Jesus, help me"!
The cry had been from the very bottom of my heart and soul, and as I let go I began to experience a release of burdens. I could feel them physically being lifted through my body and then lifted out. My eyes had been closed, but I could see the darkness going past my eyes as the burdens and problems were being lifted out of my body.
As the experience passed I felt a great sence of peace and calm and a feeling of being set free. I began to thank and praise God for what Jesus was doing at that moment.
I have never been the same man since.
John Yates
Extracts from the book "The Journey"